No seriously

Get your shit together

C'mon Derek

Not this again

"Wow, girl number!" - Scott Pilgrim

Dreamcast 6

As I head into the school year I find myself in need of a part time job to tie me over financially to pay for things like food and gas. I had a dream last night that I returned to work at Sobeys and when I showed up on my first shift back everyone sang "For he's a jolly good fellow". It was pretty random. I dug it

Dreamcast 5

For whatever reason I dreamt that Joe Lobendahn of the Bombers got released, and I was rather ticked that they did that because he's as good a middle linebacker as you can find in the CFL

Feeling melancholy

While this doesn't completely sum up how I've been feeling of late, some aspects are most definitely true.

My heart got shattered and I attempt to move on, not knowing if I actually want to or if I'm ready.

2 girls come to mind in terms of "objects of affection". One I've never met, one I've only met once. Bizarro to say the least. But that's how I roll.

I feel that while there has been plenty of "less than good" in my life over the last year or so, some of that could be alleviated by a girlfriend and the rest by my return to my career path/university. Now i'm not saying I want a girlfriend to have a girlfriend, because that isn't true. If so there are numerous ways one can meet girls, whether it's bars, the internet or real life. Bars are not real life. Bars are where people dress up to get drunk. Relationships do not consist of constantly being intoxicated and being dolled up. And that also brings another point. I'm looking for a relationship, not a booty call. Getting laid is not the primary objective.

Anyways....gotta vent more. Here's a list of what is wrong in my life currently:

• Lack of funds
• Lack of girlfriend
• Not a fan of my job
• Not in school/not on track to get a career
• Still reeling from the whole broken heart bullshit of 2 months ago

But it's not all bad...

• Looking to get back into school (very close)
• Soccer (we suck less)
• Healthy
• Winnipeg Jets tickets
• The Bombers

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So yeah...the picture isn't that dull. I'm constantly working on improving it but it's been a long arduous journey and I'm kind of sick and tired of being lonely. But I sure don't need additional drama in my life so I have to be careful how I proceed. We shall see...

Dreamcast 4

Short one:

I "wake up" sensing something in my room. I look to the foot of my bed and see something and for once in my life I actually scream as it attempts to pull me out of the bed by my feet. I wake up from the sound of my own scream....weird shit